Original article written November 2018
My journey into political activism really started at 6 years old when I went to a meeting in Tottenham town hall with my father to hear Bernie Grant talk about the police killing of Cynthia Jarrett. My interest developed with the further police killings of Roger Sylvestor, Joy Gardner, Mark Duggan and Smiley Culture among others in the UK.
The original article has been deleted, I will write it again along with the Star Family News Journey article and the article about the government smear campaign that was also deleted. I suspect these were deleted in a government attempt to control the narrative and hide the atrocities that many people in the UK were subject to.
The ritual torture, rape and abuses of men, women and children which was government supported and coordinated. This is happening in the UK on a mass scale and is part of the process I was targeted with primarily due to my political activism and my campaigning about police executions in the community, UK Terrorism, austerity measures and many subjects that highlighted the the governments continued actions to operate against the people. Due to my involvement in my political activism I was targeted for a government sponsored and coordinated Mind Control and Programming operation which started as early as 2013.
Please read this article for background information:
The victim/survivor is called a “slave” by the programmer/handler, who in turn is perceived as “master” or “god.” About 75% are female since they possess a higher tolerance for pain and tend to dissociate more easily than males. Monarch handlers seek the compartmentalization of their subject’s psyche in multiple and separate alter personas using trauma to cause dissociation.
The following is a partial list of these forms of torture:
1. Rape, abuse and torture
2. Confinement in boxes, cages, coffins, etc, or burial (often with an opening or air-tube for oxygen)
3. Restraint with ropes, chains, cuffs, etc.
5. Extremes of heat and cold, including submersion in ice water and burning chemicals
6. Skinning (only top layers of the skin are removed in victims intended to survive)
8. Blinding light
9. Electric shock
10. Forced ingestion of offensive body fluids and matter, such as blood, urine, feces, flesh, etc.
11. Hung in painful positions or upside down
12. Hunger and thirst
13. Sleep deprivation
14 Compression with weights and devices
15. Sensory deprivation
16. Drugs to create illusion, confusion, and amnesia, often given by injection or intravenously
17. Ingestion or intravenous toxic chemicals to create pain or illness, including chemotherapy agents
18. Limbs pulled or dislocated
19. Application of snakes, spiders, maggots, rats, and other animals to induce fear and disgust
20. Near-death experiences, commonly asphyxiation by choking or drowning, with immediate resuscitation
22. Forced to perform or witness abuse, torture and sacrifice of people and animals, usually with knives
23. Forced participation in slavery
24. Abuse to become pregnant; the fetus is then aborted for ritual use, or the baby is taken for sacrifice or enslavement
25. Spiritual abuse to cause victim to feel possessed, harassed, and controlled internally by spirits or demons
26. Desecration of Judeo-Christian beliefs and forms of worship; dedication to Satan or other deities
27. Abuse and illusion to convince victims that God is evil, such as convincing a child that God has abused her
28. Surgery to torture, experiment, or cause the perception of physical or spiritual bombs or implants
29. Harm or threats of harm to family, friends, loved ones, pets, and other victims, to force compliance
30. Use of illusion and virtual reality to confuse and create non-credible disclosure [8. Ellen P. Lacter, Ph.D., Kinds of Torture Endured in Ritual Abuse and Trauma-Based Mind Control]"
Text reads: Unidentified white female between the age of 8 and 10 years old. Subject underwent 6 months of treatment using heavy doses of LSD, electroshock and sensory deprivation. Experiments under codename: MKULTRA about early 60's. Subjects memory was erased and her brain is that of a newborn baby.
During this Mind Control and Programming operation, through a process of torture, rape and activities I cannot recollect, my psyche became split into multiple personalities - that were designed to be controllable and more in line with the government agenda. I had no idea this had occurred until a few months ago, around August 2018.
The multiple personalities that I have been able to deduce that I have are:
One that became involved in crime and unspeakable atrocities that I have no recollection of and would never be involved in, in my life beyond the government created personalities. I suspect this because in my normal life I would be called a "slave driver" and people would hint that I could not remember all the things I had done, at the time all these comments only confused me because I had no idea why people would say these things to me. People of nearly every race have called me racist which simply isn't true but I figured it must have had something to do with government created personalities that I could not remember. I also would hear conversations of people talking as though I employed them which led me to believe at least one of the personalities is in charge of a large organisation.
A sex programmed personality that is systematically raped, nearly if not every day. I have no recollection when this occurs because I black out and regain consciousness with no memory of the events but notice when my body has been through something. I notice a series of high pitched noises (frequencies) quite often and I suspect this might have something to do with my personality changes. People will not be able to hear or notice the sounds that I suspect are used to trigger personality changes and make it appear as though I am doing it naturally by myself which I highly doubt is the case. I suspect the different frequencies are used to trigger different personalities to suit the government agenda. When I regain consciousness, I do my best to improve the situation but am in a high stress environment and find it difficult to always do the best for the people.
When I start to behave more like myself, more resistant or become less controllable by government I suspect they initiate a process to have me reprogrammed. I believe they organise this with undercovers working in the community as community members who highlight my behaviour and then begin the process for reprogramming.
Those in the community, highlight all those that call for the programming process, these will be undercovers, or those working for government and they are not for the people.
A delta personality (a delta personality is used for military purposes) that has potentially been involved in the executions of rapists, killers of children and potentially innocents and community spirited people on a mass scale - not sure if this has occurred. I also suspect many government agents coordinated terror attacks on innocents and community people in line with things I typed to make it appear as though I was targeting innocents when it was part of an operation to break up the support I had in the community. I suspect this personality also developed international relationships with many groups and due to the atrocities that were taking place in connection to this I suspect many UK based government people were executed - many who were involved in rape and torture. I also suspect the government of executing many government people who stood against what was happening once it started to become known and made it appear to be other people when I believe it was UK government sanctioned killings of UK government people. Although I have no evidence of this. I have discovered the more I am raped, the more my delta personality develops.
"Regarded as “general” or regular programming, ALPHA is within the base control personality. It characterized by extremely pronounced memory retention, along with substantially increased physical strength and visual acuity. Alpha programming is accomplished through deliberately subdividing the victim’s personality which, in essence, causes a left brain-right brain division, allowing for a programmed union of Left and Right through neuron pathway stimulation.
BETA is referred to as “sexual” programming (slaves). This programming eliminates all learned moral convictions and stimulates the primitive instinct, devoid of inhibitions. “Cat” alters may come out at this level. Known as Kitten programming, it is the most visible kind of programming as some female celebrities, models, actresses, and singers have been subjected to this kind of programming. In popular culture, clothing with feline prints often denotes Kitten programming.
DELTA is known as “killer” programming and was originally developed for training special agents or elite soldiers (i.e. Delta Force, First Earth Battalion, Mossad, etc.) in covert operations. Optimal adrenal output and controlled aggression are evident. Subjects are devoid of fear and very systematic in carrying out their assignment. Self-destruct or suicide instructions are layered in at this level.
THETA Considered to be “psychic” programming - Bloodliners. *SFN Note Bloodliners are descendants from ancient civilisations that are born to be light workers and will traditionally have very traumatic lives. Bloodliners are found in every major group and work towards the end of injustice, exploitation, the rape and torture of the people and towards peace using all available means. However Bloodliners are often identified, hunted and enslaved by those involved in satanic families. They are then used to carry out the agenda of the slave masters, there is a major battle occurring right now and the light workers from the Bloodlines will prevail but not without much turmoil. As the effort of those of the satanic families evolve, increase and they work to control and infiltrate the Bloodlines of light, light workers and Bloodliners in the satanic networks will awaken and destroy them from within. Not to be confused with the Bloodline street gangs although there will be bonafide Bloodliners/Light Workers in all gangs with various names even those that oppose each other at the moment* – Bloodliners were determined to exhibit a greater propensity for having telepathic abilities than did non-bloodliners. Due to its evident limitations, however, various forms of electronic mind control systems were developed and introduced, namely, bio-medical human telemetry devices (brain implants), directed-energy lasers using microwaves and/or electromagnetics. It is reported these are used in conjunction with highly-advanced computers and sophisticated satellite tracking systems. [13. Patton, op. cit.]"
I suspect there is at times a little of my personality that becomes awake that I cannot recollect, potentially due to "mind wipes" memory removal, but I suspect this part of my personality has managed to engage well with people in a community, I remember hugging kids, playing, tickling people, laughing and brief images of me talking to people among other things. I reckon those involved in programming can also make me remember things other personalities were involved in and I have images of things I cannot explain and would not be involved in. I remember images of contrived scenarios where I believe they were attempting to get me to rape women which I never did. I would regain consciousness for a second and see women who would kiss me and then say no and I would walk away from them because I don't do that and they would look disappointed which confused me, but looking back at those memories I believe they were attempting to turn me into a rapist as part of a smear campaign.
I remember regaining consciousness whilst in bed with a woman, not sure if it was the woman I now suspect it to be, things are hazy and people involved in this have the ability to make one person appear like another to the person under mind control/programming. I thought I recognised her and was surprised because we were in bed together and I have no recollection of the events that led up to that scenario, I hadn't even spoken to this woman in the life I know. I thought it was someone I had wanted to know for a long time and I said to her after a few seconds, "We can have sex!"
I touched her and she winced in pain and I realised she might have been hurt and I asked her if she had had sex with someone else and she turned her head away from me like it was a painful thing to talk about and I stopped touching her and wanted to look after her, take care of her and then I lost consciousness again. Looking back I'm not sure what she went through but its possible she was hurt before by others, possibly even one of my other personalities, and then placed in bed with me for me to also hurt? Not sure but thats not me at all. Might be I slipped out of mind control for a moment and the real me was able to talk to her for a second before I lost consciousness again. What I can say though for a fact, all I did, in the personality that I have had all my life, was touch her.
There was also a crazy effort to get me to have sex. I heard references that those involved had tried everything to get me to have sex in these other lives but for some reason every attempt had failed. I suspect that my Hetero Demisexual nature is still true in these other personalities. I am aware I have been drugged with substances that induce imminent ejaculation and on a number of occasions I can recollect coming very very quick, I suspect because of drugs, I cannot remember with who or see who, all that is a blur. But I suspect my mind controlled/programmed/drugged personas have been involved in many things I would never be involved in especially many sexual encounters of natures I cannot recollect but by the overall feel of this experience I can deduce that some, might be many were no good and things I would be against.
When you see me acting up about my torture induced personalities that operate beyond my free will theres a reason for it. They were created for the government agenda, not the peoples.
Will do another Star Log soon but in the mean time, I would like to declare a few things:
I have no desire to be involved in crime or the streets, I left that life many years ago and it isn't a lifestyle I wish to return to or encourage people to get involved with.
Through a process of torture and programming sex personalities were created for government purposes and I do not consent and will actively defend myself and my body. I believe in the lives I cannot recollect, I had been voted for, for things, I have no idea about the nature of this process or what had been discussed or agreed, no idea at all. All I can say is that whoever that personality is, they have no right to talk for me or enter me into any agreement I cannot recollect or consent to. To confirm I am a straight male - heterosexual demisexual.
I go through periods of time where I'm drugged and sexually assaulted nearly every day without my consent.